Cosmic angel

some cosmic angel sending mixed

signs my simple mind cannot decipher

summoned me in hell and in hell i

saw myself suffering from the

sins of others.

oh, cosmic angel, how dare you

come to me without a warning?

you threw me under the bus and

triggered my reeling senses and

chaotic thoughts.

seeing myself naked for the first time,

stripped off from pretenses, my mask

shatters, calm composure splits open,

sulfur gas spreads madly like wildfire

suffocating innocence.

oh, cosmic angel, i see it now:

the poet's madness, the demon's

violent rage, and the mycelial

network's quiet wisdom buried deep

beneath the megalomania of false gods.